somewhere...over the rainbow...

wow.
suddenly i feel like this night has taken a turn.

i love my parents, but sometimes they can blow hard.
they've officially driven me to a breaking point. i could cry tonight...about nothing in particular...i am so...broken tonight. my parents don't trust me, and as soon as i tell them what i have to tell them that will heighten to levels i can't even imagine right now...i'm treated like a child. my mom tried to tell me tonight that it was time for me to go to bed. i'm 21 years old and i can't decide for myself when it's time to go to bed?

i didn't realize how *home* nashville has become. i even miss the streets i live on. i miss the people i see every day. i miss bongo java. i miss my friends. today was brittney's birthday. i called her and it was so great to hear her voice...i didn't even know how much i missed her. patch called this morning too, and i didn't get a chance to call him back yet...i miss him so much too. everybody.

more than anyone right now i miss glen. i've done long-distance before. for months, actually. but somehow, this is different. harder. more...painful.

all i want is to be back in my shitty apartment in The Hillside with my disgusting roommates who disrespect me.

there's no place like home, huh?

...birds fly over the rainbow. why, then - oh, why? - can't i?