no hideaway...no soft guitars...

tonight is the happiest lonely i have ever been.

i've been happy in the midst of lonely before, and i've been lonely in the midst of happy before. this, though, is different. it's as if the two directly opposing emotions suddenly fell in love and eloped. they didn't even invite anyone else to the wedding...probably cuz they knew it was such a romeo and juliet relationship to start out. but, star-crossed as it may be, it is really working out well this evening. they are complimenting each other (in the way true love should) in such a way that i am strangely satisfied by simply missing him. i think those thoughts i also thought just nights ago, and suddenly, i am no longer filled with sadness of their unfulfilment but with hope of their true satisfaction.

my romance doesn't need a castle rising in spain, nor a dance to a constantly surprising refrain...wide awake, i can make my most fantastic dreams come true. my romance doesn't need a thing...but you :)