saddest moment...

holy crap.

that was the most intense 30 seconds i've experienced in a couple months. the rose bowl just ended, ripping the national championship, trembling, out of the hands of sweet USC and oh so sadly proclaiming the Texas Longhorns the country's best of 2005/6. it was a valiant effort leinart, bush, and team...and i must admit the texans played a very good game...but my soul is temporarily crushed...i need some lovin. hehe

today has been an interesting day. i woke up late, spent the afternoon at urraco (my coffee shop) and the church, and came home to go to the store for mom. then came the football game.
but the day was interesting not because of any of those things...but simply because i've been in spirits today that i have not experienced in a long time, and that i doubt i can well describe. it's been a very...melancholy contentness, i guess. i've been happy and satisfied with life today (and recently in general) but today has had a somewhat blue undertone, making the day just a very mellow near-complacent one. this game has sealed that feeling as reality and permanent until sleep comes...unless i am surprised by some FABULOUS surprise tonight.
anybody? anybody??

until next time i remain wistfully yours,
j-dub