.:.they don't work.:.they only hurt.:.
so i had my date with keith last night...and it was really a good time. i like him quite a bit...it's perhaps not a good thing that i like two boys here when i'm moving away again so very soon...especially when one of them is actually available and i kinda wanna date him...good lord...this is sucky...and fantastic...heh.
posted by jeffrey @ 6:02:00 PM
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.:.tell me a story where we all change.:.where we live our lives together and not estranged.:.i didn't lose my mind - it was mine to give away.:.you couldn't stay to watch me cry - you didn't have the time.:.so i softly slipped away.:.
.:.sing me a love song.:.drop me a line.:.suppose it's just a point of view, but they tell me i'm doing fine.:.
.:.i know from the outside we looked good for each other.:.felt things were going wrong when you didn't like my mother.:.i don't want to hate, but that's all you've left me with.:.a bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of how we all could live.:.
.:.no regrets - they don't work.:.no regrets, now - they only hurt.:.(WE'VE BEEN TOLD YOU STAY UP LATE).:.i know they're still talking - .:.(YOU'RE FAR TO SHORT TO CARRY WEIGHT).:. - the demons in your head.:.(RETURN THE VIDEOS - THEY'RE LATE).:.if i could stop hating you.:.(GOODBYE).:.i'd feel sorry for us instead.:.
.:.remember the photographs (INSANE).:.the ones where we all laughed (SO LAME).:.we were having the time of our lives.:.well thank you - it was a real blast.:.
.:.everything i wanted to be.:.every time i walked away.:.every time you told me to leave i just wanted to stay.:.every time you looked at me and every time you smiled.:.i felt so vacant.:.you treat me like a child.:.i loved the way we used to laugh.:.i loved the way we used to smile.:.often i sit down and think of you for a while.:.then it passes me by and i think of someone else instead.:.i guess the love we once had is officially.:.
.:.dead.:.
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...I wonder if this was me. Hahaha, did I know you then? I think that was the day that we met. Let me check my datebook. Yup, I got coffee from you and then IM'ed you later that night. haha
oooooh i get it now...no, i was talking about keith..."here" just meant washington lol...at that point it was jordan and keith and keith i coulda actually dated...lol...that day happened to be the start of something big, though, huh? <3
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