.:.no regrets.:.: tonight's the night...

09 January 2006

tonight's the night...

i'm feeling much better this morning.

i mean, of course it's not like everything's perfect...but i feel much better. i can think more clearly and...uh...i guess, based on reality instead of my emotions.

today is the day that i leave shelton *finally* and live again in nashville. i can't even wait...this day will be torture...my plane is scheduled to leave the LAST MINUTE OF THE DAY. but not complete torture, i suppose, because it is the day of goodbyes, which i like, for some reason...

i think i'm going to go get started on all of that now.

...everything's gonna be all right.

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.:.tell me a story where we all change.:.where we live our lives together and not estranged.:.i didn't lose my mind - it was mine to give away.:.you couldn't stay to watch me cry - you didn't have the time.:.so i softly slipped away.:.

Name: jeffrey

Location: Nashville, Tennessee, United States

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.:.sing me a love song.:.drop me a line.:.suppose it's just a point of view, but they tell me i'm doing fine.:.

.:.i know from the outside we looked good for each other.:.felt things were going wrong when you didn't like my mother.:.i don't want to hate, but that's all you've left me with.:.a bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of how we all could live.:.

.:.no regrets - they don't work.:.no regrets, now - they only hurt.:.(WE'VE BEEN TOLD YOU STAY UP LATE).:.i know they're still talking - .:.(YOU'RE FAR TO SHORT TO CARRY WEIGHT).:. - the demons in your head.:.(RETURN THE VIDEOS - THEY'RE LATE).:.if i could stop hating you.:.(GOODBYE).:.i'd feel sorry for us instead.:.

.:.remember the photographs (INSANE).:.the ones where we all laughed (SO LAME).:.we were having the time of our lives.:.well thank you - it was a real blast.:.